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Esteban Obando – Montreal (Feeling it All)
Two minutes and twenty seconds. That's the entire run time of the most unguarded thing to drop into the inbox this month, and it tells you everything about the calculation Esteban Obando has made: say it once, say it plainly, and get out before the spell breaks.

Obando, the Colombian-born multi-instrumentalist who spent his formative winters freezing in Montreal before decamping for the relentless sunshine of Los Angeles, opens his new serialised project, *Tiny Pieces of Tape vol.1*, with a confession rather than a statement of intent. He has, by his own admission, grown allergic to the bottomless menu of plugins and undo buttons that modern recording offers, and so he's gone the other way entirely: a single Tascam 424 four-track from the nineties, one microphone, one take, one room. No safety net, no comping twelve vocal passes into the illusion of perfection.


What lands on tape — and you can hear the tape, hissing faintly underneath everything like weather coming through a window frame — is a piano-and-guitar ballad built almost entirely out of doubled vocals that refuse to line up cleanly. The two voices drift apart by a hair's breadth and then find each other again, a wobble that would be mixed out of existence on any major-label session and which here becomes the entire emotional engine of the song. It's the sound of someone trying to say something true and not quite trusting himself to say it the same way twice.


A Moog Grandmother creeps in underneath, its spring reverb doing the work that string sections used to do, smearing the edges of every chord into something closer to memory than music. Somewhere in the murk a drum machine bleeds through faintly, less a beat than a pulse, a ghost keeping vague time so the song doesn't drift off entirely into the snow. Which, fittingly, is the image the artwork gives you: bare branches sagging under fresh powder, a streetlamp's orange smudge barely visible through the white-out, a city reduced to silhouette and weather. Obando isn't writing a postcard to a place. He's writing about the way certain winters compress into a single feeling and never fully thaw.


This is, lyrically and sonically, closer kin to Elliott Smith's bedroom-confessional period than to anything currently fighting for chart space, and the comparison is earned rather than borrowed — that same sense of a song recorded because the alternative was not recording it at all. The chorus melody does the thing the best lo-fi melodies do: it suspends itself mid-air for a beat longer than expected, refusing to resolve the way pop convention demands, and that small refusal is where the ache lives.


Is it slight? In purely structural terms, yes — a song this short and this skeletal isn't attempting to dazzle anyone with ambition. But mistaking brevity for thinness here would be the wrong read entirely. Obando has built something closer to a Polaroid than a portrait: a single, slightly blurred, deliberately imperfect exposure of a feeling that wouldn't survive being looked at for any longer than this. Hiss, wobble, and all, it's a small, stubborn act of honesty in a landscape engineered to iron honesty flat.