{"id":39899,"date":"2026-08-19T19:06:21","date_gmt":"2026-08-19T19:06:21","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/?p=39899"},"modified":"2026-08-19T19:08:17","modified_gmt":"2026-08-19T19:08:17","slug":"teanko-between-two-selves","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/?p=39899","title":{"rendered":"Teanko\u00a0&#8211; Between Two Selves"},"content":{"rendered":"\n\n<br><p>The premise is disarmingly simple. A man goes looking through old photographs, unearths a musical life scattered across boxes and drawers, and finds himself staring at a stranger who happens to share his face. Plenty of songwriters have mined this territory before, usually with a heavy hand and a minor-key piano to match. Teanko resists the temptation to wallow. Instead of treating the past as a debt to be mourned, he treats it as a conversation partner \u2014 someone worth listening to, not apologising to.<\/p><br><p>What makes this record work is its refusal of nostalgia&#8217;s usual sentimentality. Teanko isn&#8217;t interested in dressing up old photographs as a shrine. He&#8217;s interested in the gap between selves \u2014 the space where identity gets renegotiated \u2014 and he lets that gap breathe rather than filling it with syrup. The song&#8217;s emotional intelligence lies in its patience: it doesn&#8217;t rush to resolve the tension between who he was and who he&#8217;s become, because that tension is the point. Youthful urgency and present-day calm are allowed to sit in the same room without one shouting down the other.<\/p><br><p>Musically, this restraint pays off. A song built on such reflective terrain could easily lean on swelling strings and a big cathartic chorus to do its emotional heavy lifting. Teanko trusts the material enough not to need the fireworks. The arrangement gives the vocal room to think, which suits a lyric that&#8217;s doing genuine thinking rather than performing feeling for an audience.<\/p><br><p><span style=\"background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);\">The real coup, though, is tonal. This could so easily have been a lament for lost momentum, the sound of a man mourning the loss of ambition. It isn&#8217;t. Somewhere in the writing, urgency gets quietly reframed as choice. The absence of the next opportunity to chase isn&#8217;t loss but liberation \u2014 a freeing-up of time and attention for work he actually wants to do, rather than work he feels obliged to chase. That&#8217;s a genuinely difficult sleight of hand to pull off in under four minutes without sounding either glib or falsely serene, and Teanko manages it with real grace.<\/span><\/p><span style=\"background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);\"><br><\/span><p><span style=\"background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255);\">There&#8217;s a lovely irony sitting at the centre of the record: a song ostensibly about looking backward turns out to be the most forward-facing thing here. The photographs and the old melodies aren&#8217;t a resting place; they&#8217;re scaffolding for what comes next. By the close, the past hasn&#8217;t been erased or enshrined \u2014 it&#8217;s been integrated, folded into a present that finally feels chosen rather than obligatory.<\/span><\/p><span style=\"color: rgb(255, 255, 255);\"><br><\/span><p><span style=\"background-color: rgb(0, 0, 0); color: rgb(255, 255, 255);\">Records about growing older rarely manage to sound this unburdened. &#8220;Between Two Selves&#8221; isn&#8217;t a song about running out of road. It&#8217;s a song about finally choosing which direction to walk in \u2014 and sounding, for the first time in a while, glad of the choice.<\/span><\/p>\n\n\n\n\n<p><iframe title=\"Spotify Embed: Between Two Selves\" style=\"border-radius: 12px\" width=\"100%\" height=\"352\" frameborder=\"0\" allowfullscreen allow=\"autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture\" loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/embed\/album\/4sKrXTNx3ykRuqcfGNw14W?utm_source=oembed\"><\/iframe><\/p>\n\n\n\n\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Between Two Selves\" width=\"500\" height=\"375\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/0i8P58KbDZQ?list=OLAK5uy_k79al4GacvE7v5HR70wVYPx8JGDfkwmzU\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n\n\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Retirement songs have a bad habit of curdling into either smugness or elegy: the victory lap or the wake. Teanko sidesteps both traps with a single that feels less like a farewell tour and more like a hand reaching across decades to shake its own.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":39900,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[4],"tags":[129,70],"class_list":["post-39899","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-single-reviews","tag-portugal","tag-soft-rock"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/Between_Two_Selves.png","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39899","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=39899"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39899\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":39903,"href":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/39899\/revisions\/39903"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/39900"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=39899"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=39899"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/indiedockmusicblog.co.uk\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=39899"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}